Being somebody who has always the commitment and action, consistent is very difficult for me… Each day when i woke up in the morning actually i do have so many routines activities to do and all the list that i should do for the whole day…. Including the project that i should be start doing now, but each day also i always miss all the list!! Oh my god, i feel very upset with myself….! I always said to myself, “Vinie, how can you reach your goal if you’re not doing anything, you’re not taking any action. You, yourself just complaining or grumbling about your problems but doing nothing to solve the problems!! HOHOHOHOHOHO…..I know you may think that i am a very stupid person who has a very big dream but keep on dreaming without taking any action….
Actually for my project because i don’t have any person who guide me, it really makes me in a great confusion. Just like when the first time in my college life. Guessing and trying to find the right way to achieve something. Maybe it’s because my parents never gave me a guide on how to face the real world. I think between me and my parents, we are lack of communication. They just raising me by keeping me out from what they think is dangerous but didn’t explain it why it is dangerous. They always said don’t do that, don’t do this and as for the result : I always afraid to do or take something which is new for me. They just put me in a great school and had me some best courses but never had the conversation about life.
As the time passed by, and i got married with my beloved husband till present… I’ve learned a lot of things different in his personality. He has the commitment, when he planned something to do today, he will managed to do all things correctly and precisely. He always have the guts to face all the problems a head and the new challenge. And he always take action that is the most important things.
From now on, i learned that i don’t want my children experiencing what i’d experienced. Lack of communication with my parents. I would like to give all the guide how to face this life in this round globe with Alquran and make my children be brave and have commitment with their life. Because i as a parents, cannot always be in their sides. And also from now on i also want to be very commit with myself to be brave and take action!!
Hopefully at the end of this year, all of my resolutions are being accomplished.
Senegal a country with a minimal resources (at least that what i think..), really depending with import goods and specially France as the country who had colonized Senegal. But despite lack of natural resources, the person or i could say the senegalais are very nice and having a very high tolerancy. It shows when they each other helping themselves, giving by relayed the money for paying the ticket in a bus, when the bus is really full and your position far from the ticket booth. This is obviously not happening in my country, which is Indonesia….(feel sorry to tell that). Today, there are only a few of people who care about others, usually they only think about their matters. Or in other words individualist!!
